On a scale of 1-10 of how much I suck…

I’m probably a solid 9.5.

Sorry I suck at this blog thing.

Monday Aug 8 @ 12:59am
I’m done doing me for you.

I think it’s time to do me for me.

I think I’ll be happier that way.

Of course I’ll be happier that way.

I just want to be happy.

Monday Jul 7 @ 11:02pm
I feel like a wreck

I’m eating pizza, listening to depressing music, and reminiscing on the past.

Like what good is that?

I’m getting fatter, sad, and sadder.

I used to be able to pinpoint where things went wrong, but recently, it feels like everything is wrong. I thought I was holding myself up so perfectly, but I feel like it was all a lie.

Honestly. I can’t tell if I miss the past and the people or the memories. I just want one more genuine moment with everybody just so I can see if I miss them or the memories.

I’m just so…

What am I doing with my life?

Monday Jul 7 @ 10:56pm
Day 2: trying to be healthy! This salad is so good! Lettuce, tomatoes, squash, green peppers, onions, breaded chicken, and light ranch :-)

Day 2: trying to be healthy! This salad is so good! Lettuce, tomatoes, squash, green peppers, onions, breaded chicken, and light ranch :-)

Monday Jul 7 @ 10:27pm

Day 1… Again :-(. I had this picture ready to queue up for yesterday Day 2, but my phone died and forgot to charge it until now. But rules are rules!

So enjoy mommy and me! Went to a beautiful wedding last night at Oheka Castle! I received so many compliments for my dress and my makeup :-).

Monday Jul 7 @ 10:26pm
We poison ourselves because we think it will help in the future.

What doesn’t kill us makes us stronger, right?

Monday Jul 7 @ 12:23am
Day 1: Again. I got to 15 and well… Back at Day 1 of 365 days of HAPPINESS. I decided to go natural and just wash and blow dry my hair! I’m over wigs, so this is what I’m going to do all the time! I’m proud to say I have never permed my hair and I never will :-). Maybe I’ll get extensions (read extensions not weave, so clipons or the beads) to give my hair a little length for times I want to vary my hair.

Well. It made me happy!

Day 1: Again. I got to 15 and well… Back at Day 1 of 365 days of HAPPINESS. I decided to go natural and just wash and blow dry my hair! I’m over wigs, so this is what I’m going to do all the time! I’m proud to say I have never permed my hair and I never will :-). Maybe I’ll get extensions (read extensions not weave, so clipons or the beads) to give my hair a little length for times I want to vary my hair.

Well. It made me happy!

Friday Jul 7 @ 11:52pm
I was doing so well… Friday Jul 7 @ 11:47pm
I am not a fetish. Race is not a sexual fetish. Friday Jul 7 @ 12:37am
I’m in a bit of a funk. Monday Jul 7 @ 11:58pm
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