I tried so hard to be a better person: make a vlog, keep up this blog, eat better…
I’ll try harder. Because I can make this work.
I’m probably a solid 9.5.
Sorry I suck at this blog thing.
I think it’s time to do me for me.
I think I’ll be happier that way.
Of course I’ll be happier that way.
I just want to be happy.
I’m eating pizza, listening to depressing music, and reminiscing on the past.
Like what good is that?
I’m getting fatter, sad, and sadder.
I used to be able to pinpoint where things went wrong, but recently, it feels like everything is wrong. I thought I was holding myself up so perfectly, but I feel like it was all a lie.
Honestly. I can’t tell if I miss the past and the people or the memories. I just want one more genuine moment with everybody just so I can see if I miss them or the memories.
I’m just so…
What am I doing with my life?
Day 2: trying to be healthy! This salad is so good! Lettuce, tomatoes, squash, green peppers, onions, breaded chicken, and light ranch :-)
Day 1… Again :-(. I had this picture ready to queue up for yesterday Day 2, but my phone died and forgot to charge it until now. But rules are rules!
So enjoy mommy and me! Went to a beautiful wedding last night at Oheka Castle! I received so many compliments for my dress and my makeup :-).
What doesn’t kill us makes us stronger, right?
Day 1: Again. I got to 15 and well… Back at Day 1 of 365 days of HAPPINESS. I decided to go natural and just wash and blow dry my hair! I’m over wigs, so this is what I’m going to do all the time! I’m proud to say I have never permed my hair and I never will :-). Maybe I’ll get extensions (read extensions not weave, so clipons or the beads) to give my hair a little length for times I want to vary my hair.
Well. It made me happy!